Broke down at work today. I didn't mean to, it just happened. We were in a staff meeting and a co-worker announced her pregnancy. I really like her and am really happy for her. I was ok until everyone started fawning over her. They announced her due date were cracking jokes about when she was going to deliver. Then they started joking about another pregnant co-worker too and I just frickin' lost it. I wanted to be anywhere in the entire world but there. No one meant to be mean or anything, I just couldn't deal with it. They dismissed the meeting and I bolted straight for the door. I probably sprinted. Two of my friends came out right after me and checked on me. I recovered quickly thank goodness. I just get so mad when I think about how sick she is and how unfair it all is. I think about how badly she is wanted and loved and how she will never really know it. It is too sad to even think about.
I really hope that I didn't upset the poor woman that announced her pregnancy. I am hoping that I got away almost undected. I guess even if I did upset her she will have many other happy moments.
Three people this week have asked about Keiran. That is more than the whole past month. Either I am getting fatter or they are finally comfortable with me. It is so strange they all used the same phrase "little one" when referring to her.
I need to sleep.............
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